There's always something to be learned in music

After my first post, many people asked me why I started this blog, or where it came from. To be honest, a few months ago I was going through a really rough time. I felt defeated, alone, and like no one could completely understand how I felt. Because of my disconnect with the people around me, simply talking to others didn't seem to satisfy the desire I had to express how I felt. Because of that, I started writing on a blog just like this one. However, at that point, I wasn't completely comfortable sharing the things I wrote with the world. So the blog was my escape. It was the place I went to when I felt like there was no one else to explain myself to.

Now, I'm in a different place. I have come to terms with the things that happened, and have really been able to put everything in perspective. That's when I decided that I no longer felt defeated and alone, and I was excited to put my thoughts into writing, and also excited to share those thoughts with whomever was interested in reading them. With that being said, I heard this song tonight and came to the realization of something I really want. I've always said that I have a lot of love to give, and I truly believe that. When I heard this song, I kind of just connected with it and decided that it relates a lot to what I ultimately want in life and to a lot of feelings that I often have.

Marry me - Train

Forever can never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies

And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm